Should i go or not?

Should i or should i not? This is the question i have been asking myself these few weeks.

"Should i and hubby go to Europe and leave the monsters behind?"

Always been wanting to visit Europe but no chance ever since i had the 2 monsters. Felt guilty at the thought of it. There is the Frankfurt motorshow next mth and few Lambo owners are planning to go together and after the show, we will be going to Rome to attend the advanced Lambo driving course. A hectic trip and probably got only about 1-2 days of shopping. Guess if got more time to look around means i have to leave the monsters even longer. If i were to go for purely a holiday trip i would not even consider. Cant imagine that the monsters have to stay at home for a week without seeing their parents. We have been keeping them company all day long unlike most working parents. If we leave them at home, they will definitely be not used to it. How? Shd i go or not? I dun really look forward to the motorshow but Dennis loves going for such shows. i only like to visit the country and shop shop a bit, of course not forgetting the intersting driving course. Heard a lot about Rome, always been wanting to go there..tat's why in dilemna whether to go or not.

Maybe must really learn to let go, they shd be fine at home rite? that's what i always told myself. remember last time b4 i have kids, i always tell my sis to learn to let go and have holidays with hubby or friends. Holidays without kids are totally different experience. Less stress i m sure. But after i became a parent then i understand how a parent feels..........

Maybe let fate decide for me. Cos my air ticket is still not confirmed yet, still on waiting list. If i manage to get the tickets then i will go, if not, got to wait for next year oredi (been giving the course a miss for the past few years liao).